Archive for June, 2007


Saturday, June 2nd, 2007

Things are going well. It is interesting to recognize your inner boundaries, the kind that are there and you just can’t seem to get around them as if some unseen leash is keeping you. I know precisely what it is and I know exactly what I need to do to get myself free. It’s preconceived notions and decisions I made consciously or not long time ago, which now unwittingly I am following even though logically I find it’s not what I desire to happened.

Conditioning is definitely a force to be reckoned with, it’s not enough to recognize it (how many people recognize smoking is band and they should quit, but never do) what is needed is massive amounts of actions directed to create a new pattern of behavior, combined with visualization, seeing yourself as already having accomplished desired results or in terms of personality already see yourself as having those traits you choose to have.

It really something that seems to be messing with me at times, as if there was another person within me that is constantly lurking in the shadows and sabotages my efforts, I don’t remember who said that we are our greatest enemies, but they did have a point, except it does not need to be a permanent condition, we can be our greatest ally as well. The plan is to have visualization of desired outcome and affirmation as if what ever I am pursuing is already in my possession and I fully enjoy it’s benefits.